The Divine Defines Me
Most days I forget that I struggle with Bi- Polar Disorder, then the symptoms return, and I am reminded of my affliction, my thorn, all over again. “Love hate” does not begin to describe my views on the relationship between this disorder and I. Despite the bad that has come from having a mental disorder, the majority of its fruit has been good, as I have had to trust God to fulfill needs both material and mental.Okay, so maybe I am becoming “one of those people” who chalk it up to the spiritual, but He does get me through this, it is not just a ritual. Being a believer does not always take away depression, but it does help in dealing with it. We may feel sad and beaten, but the reality is we cannot be defeated. Moving forward into today it is of the utmost importance that I remember, I may act Bi-Polar in what I do and say, but my definition is in Christ, He, nothing else, is all that defines me.